Near and Real Infatuation

I'm feeling infatuated all because of you. Ha... It's so silly and unbelievable, but it's true. I am kinda near to falling for someone out of infatuation. Silly Jesmen... ha ha ha.
This pic is fictional k? (Not talking about you Jon.)
Just wanna portray the excitement...

Well, I realise I behave like a dumb when I'm with the person I like. Don't even dare to talk sometime. OMG! Jesmen... speak up! Don't be a loser! Don't be stupid can?

I'm smiling for you. I wanna see you again and again and again and again, till whatever whenever...