Thursday, January 24, 2008

Species of You + LISA

There was once an adorable kid, who was just like the other children: playful and mischievous. A day for the kid would just be like any other kids of his age. He goes to school, and plays with the other kids after school. Night does come eventually for the sleepyheads to turn in to their little beds. Well for this boy, this mommy boy, he had a thing he must do which was not exactly what the other kids would have to do as well. He did it that night, and every other nights. He would sit beside the phone and wait. . . waiting for mommy's call. He needs it every night, like how the other kids want their mothers to hug them. He needs it. Every conversation lasted not less than an hour. This boy was really in need of mother's love for the knowledge that his mother could not be beside him everyday then. For this little child, his need for the love from the parent was so demanding, that phone connection like that would never seem to be able to satisfy his need. Obviously, the child was never satisfied emotionally. All he wanted was to be hugged by her everyday.

Time passed, the little boy has grown to a young adult, (sometime a prey for other men). He doesn't seem to need mommy's hug anymore, he doesn't. Of course, he knows that the lack of emotional well being in his childhood will never be undone. It's just a past, and there's isn't actually anyone he wants to blame. It's just a way of life he feels, to have brought him to what he is today. Although he still feels that mommy's love would make him feel so good if he turns back time, he knows it better than anyone else that he (in current form) is up for something different. Yes, it's love. Yes, it can be a hug. Yes, he will want to wait beside the phone. He still needs love. He wants to be hugged. He has turned to a new group of people for the source of love. This could be him wanting to fill the love bottle his parents weren't able to finish, or it could just be that he's a different person now. Yes, he wants a hug... A hug from the specific kind of you.

Have a good night.

But before that, let me present you my new set of portfolio:

LISA



LISA

See you again.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

smile! :) i'll give you a hug when i see you. i need a hug too! :)

1/26/2008 12:18 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Wa, very Jing Bao de Pics!! Cheer up too! Hope you'll find the 'Now and Forever" hug from that special person soon! Hmm, seems like a weird sentence. Ok, I mean hope you'll find a special someone to give you all the hug that is filled with love always.

1/26/2008 11:13 AM  

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