Should I Love You?

Oh tell me.
Should I love you?

Should I love you... or not?
The world or even market we live in.
Who do I love the best?
Somebody tell me is there a need to be punished by not being loved for loving someone?
One-sided again???

How unsound it is to slap myself with all the brutalities.
Fed up in all ways.
Complicated and confused, it's unacceptable, but still I let myself to be treated this way.
You got me twisted, like circles tumbling down.
And your mistakes are endless.
I'm finding ways to avoid the shattering.
I'll just be dragged into the thin line of love and hatred, if I failed to find a new self.
Neither here nor there.
Since this is so, I rather sacrifice my current self and and start all over again, getting to know you.
Should, should, should I....

Should I love you... or not?
The different priorities.
The life we are leading.
Isn't our difference a little too big?

How unreasonable this is.
Why am I the chosen one?
Almighty, please give me a break.
One side of me is accepting, the other trying to escape.
It makes me trip endlessly.
Is this really happiness?
How could I kiss you?
Is it better not having a grey line?
I have the feeling that I am against the world.

What if I am not for you?
The love will fade eventually.
I really know it, but I wanna love you.
Yeah, I wanna love you.
Baby why don't we think about it, talk about it, be about it.
Don't close your eyes.
Let's talk about love...

Should I love you?

Tell me this is a play... It's just a play...