The Hard & Defined Turn Of Mood

A wonderful Saturday. Filled with affection. Showered with protection. I'm in a deep shit love. Don't think otherwise. It's not that kind of love. Brotherly love...
An empty Sunday. Sat alone in the room. Longing, waiting. Still, I have to push my desires down in me. No, this will be over. It will...
Monday...Monday blues... Not really. Lessons, urgency made them not. Black it is. Darkness, I'm lost. I need you... need you to guide me... to guide me through. I may not be the crucial part of your life, but I need you... Just to keep on filling me with affection and showering me with protection.
I will control, I will try. The feelings inside are not gonna rest any soon I guess. Glad that I'm facing this in this point of life. I will learn, and become a stronger, richer person, to in turn give you more. Thanks for coming into my life. Thank you.

Dance Returns

Just got back from dance practice. We had 5 hours of solid practicing today. I can say that most of them are serious, and want to perform well and hold up the name & reputation of our dance group. This new batch of year 1 students were great, certainly better. Fun is always there, with them around. Hope that this performance for Teachers' Day which we also will be doing at the end of the year(extended version) will turn out to be a good one. GO DANCERS!!! I'm so tired now. My body's failing me... Haven't been dancing so intensely since the start of Term 2 Vacation. Have to work my way up again, the fexible Jesmen. Never mind anyway, think I will most likely receive a massage session from someone tomorrow. Hee hee hee...

Penniless

I couldn't get any money from the ATM machine today because my Daddy did not transfer money into my account. He met an accident today and his car had to be sent for service, thus making it impossible for him to let me have the money today. I found that I'm left with only pathetic $0.30, and my ez-link card is of a negative value. Oh my god! How unlucky could I be?! Then, my angel came to rescue me. Hee...and that's ah kor! So touched that he bought me a Happy Meal from McDonald's as he knew that I had not taken my lunch. He still remembered that I wanted the McDonald's toy. Besides, he offered to lend me money, giving me the few ten dollar notes so willingly. I felt so bad taking his money like this, even though it's just a loan. I knew that kor kor treats me best! Thank you... Anyway, you owe me new things now. I want it as soon as whatever! Clear the debts early, or you will never ever save yourself from this endless hole of mine. HAHAHAHA!!!!(evil laughter)
I could not run as well as when I was 16. My legs are slowing me down. I will train hard and hopefully gold will be mine for NAPFA next year.
Again, I would like to thank you a million billion zillion times. Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you............................................................
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Hall Of Important People

Having Tea Tree Oil Mask on my face now. I have been working hard to save whatever I can. Got to drink that oreo ice blend again. Nice nice, although kor said it's not as good as the one we drank yesterday. I hope to be able to try the fish n chips with kor soon. Ha ha, and I also want to get my keys tinted and personalised.

Was thinking recently about the people around me. So, I decide to share with you people the six most important people in my life currently. All six are equally important as each of them fills part of me and makes me complete. (together with the rest of my friends of course)

Mummy
Although you will not see this, i just wanna let you know that you are a good good person for me to talk rubbish to. All the boasting of myself and all the insults I had given you. Hahaha. Mummy is one of the best things in life. I love you!

Daddy
You will not see this too, but i just want to say that our relationship has improved a lot. From the 'nothing to talk' past to the present 'chat when we meet' status. You are still my daddy no matter what, and I hope that you will be under the god's love. Hope you and your family will be fine, especially Marie who will be giving birth soon.

Ah Ding, Yim Yim & Wendy
You guys have been my greatest friends. Through these five years together, we had been sailing across uncountable tides, encouraging and helping each other. Many fond memories, fun times and nightmares. Hah! We never failed to celebrate our birthday together for these five years. From the young and innocent us to the current busy with studies life. We have changed quite a bit. Looks like we are all in a mess with our studies now. Hope we can go out more often full force, and not always 2 of them or 3 of them sometime. All 4 ok? Love you guys to the core!

Jx Kor Kor
Hee......You are just enlisted here. Feeling great to be in my six most important people list? Ha ha. As I have always said. You are my role model and you are like my battery now. I think I will collaspe without you around now. So serious man, but that's true. And that's why we have our very own JXJ Pact. Thanks for all the protection, care and concern you gave me. Always ask me to sleep early, eat more and so on...... Anyway we have just started and I know my journey with you will be a wonderful one. You owed me lots of things yor! Same things even. I only owed you two. Ha ha! Who's at disadvantage? Need I say more? I love you as much as the five of them mentioned above. Opps! Sound so mushy.(>_<) Hee... My teddy bear!

So these are the six people that will move me in life. As for the rest, I want you all to know that my love and sincerity for you all is there. I treasured all of you guys and I do not wish to lose anyone of you. Stay cool always. To all my friends : )

Give It To Me!!!

Ha hahahahahahahahaha! Someone finally pay a small part of what he owed to me today. Pai seh man! Anyway, I have not paid mine. Guess I will surely peng on the day of payment. All this sound so so fun. We just have a long way to go. Wedding Crasher ticket got sold out. Hmmph! Have to watch fast. Know more good food today. Gonna bring Pei Zhen & Co. there.

You are my role model. I trust you, respect you.

I'm Ugly

It's 1.02 AM now. Yawns... I just got back from Kor's house. Tired...

I'm currently in my most unpresentable period this year. Uncool hairstyle, lousy complexion, same sickening thin body, and all the little things that irritated me during daily life like hairs coming out of nostrils and etc. which affected my confident adversely. Ugly ugly me. Not so sure if anyone will want me to be their lover next time. Signs... However bad the state I'm in, I will do somthing to improve the situation a little. Also, with the help from my mum, I'm rather certain we can find a way to improve my complexion.

I want to be of superior quality. I long for perfection. I want to be cladded once again...

Giant-like man with small peanut

Looks like we were so hardworking! Study study study. Don't be cheated! We are just acting hardworking. We wasted the whole afternoon playing!!!

See our difference in size. Can you all see. I'm so small and he's like a big giant. Look at the difference. He's ten times my size!!! Ha ha ha! Feeling insulted? Come beat me lor!

Jack and the bean stalk part 2

Because of time constraint, Giant and Jack had to stop their activity. Giant's wife is coming. Jack had to leave. On the way down the beanstalk, Jack thought of the day and realise Giant can jump without making the floor cracks. Surprisely, Jack being so small can manage to fit nicely in Giant's basketball pants. Jack was happy that day, and so was Giant, with his wife. Everyone was happy and they all live happily ever after. Except that Giant had some problem and it still exists now. What can Jack do? Support him behind I think, but Giant is heavy!
Jack says "jia you giant"

To giant,
Someone wants to meet me hohoho. Next week. how how how? will i get eaten by this another giant?

by jack



The end...

Jack and the bean stalk part 1

I wanted to put my post earlier, but was delayed by other distractions. Today should actually be a study day, followed by some recreation. The study part decided to leave when Jack decided to play the giant around. Ha ha! No relation at all, but who cares. Anyway, yah, there they were, Jack and the giant. Jack still could not find a way to win Giant in the stupid game. Bue ta han! Jack was feeling brave, and kept insulting straight in the giant's face, without considering the fact that giant might get annoyed and crush him. Jack knew then that Giant was actually very vain, looking at him taking pictures of himself. Odd giant. Jack never played tennis in his whole life, due to poor family background. So giant decided to be kind this time and invite Jack to his place to play tennis. Jack was overwhelmed and he became very eagered to learn. Oh no! Giant never expected something to happen. Jack hitted two balls out of the whole compound within 5 minutes. Oh god! Luckily, giant was not feeling angry and did not do anything to Jack. (so pai seh, lost 2 of your tennis balls)

to be continued...

Sad boy.

Happiness is when you met the right person at the right time.
Sadness is when you met the right person at the wrong time.

Written by one of my friends. This reminded me of the time when I always meet the wrong person. All. But times were right. I need what I need most, love. What did I get? Salvations by these people. Talk about the recent one. Are you the right one? I doubt so. You are always busy. Busy clubbing? I needed you! Those were the right times, but you did not grab any chance. It's so torturous to feel my love for you fade away slowly. No one is at fault. Its just that I met the wrong person.

Disappointment is when you met the wrong person at the right time.

A Visit to the Art Museum

Nice place, nice viewing, nice tour guide, nice everything, except that I received some stupid messages from a certain someone who attacked my weak point (I was super sleepy then) telling me how nice to sleep now in his comfortable bed. Gonna tease him like hell tomorrow.

Couldn't leave my notes this few days. Kept carressing them, stripped them too to see them throughly. Economics has become part of my live. Its notes are like my magazines. I read them for entertainment, for fun. I like it even more than Accounts.

LBTIBB & Co

Ha ha ha ha. Tiring, tiring. Studying like this can be tiring. Even so, it is undeniable that the activities involved were fun. The small talks, the simple but not exactly IQ question, and the many rounds of a silly game which I kept losing to the great man. Hmmph!!! So not feeling good! Bully Bully Bully!!! And you wrote your score down even before we could finish. BIG BULLY!!! I had a new book to read. "Peculiar Chris" Nice book which provide meaningful and enjoyable reading experience especially for me.
ZZZZZZZZZZZ.......
Oh my god! I had just dozed off. Sleeping soon.

Another KTV Session Within A Week

This time, was with Tessa & Co. Sang 不只是朋友 by 黄小琥. Extremely nice, extremely emotional, touching and tears inducing. So afraid that it will happen on me. Nice lah nice lah. Thank to big body man.

想做你永远的恋人
想做你一时的牵挂
想做你不只是朋友
Wo.....Wo.....

So sad... Cry le...

Did not go to fly kites with them after.

Cookies from Mark & Spencer is nice.

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Economics at Payah Lebar & Arcade Fun

Never thought that I will go out this afternoon. I wanted to stay at home, but was tempted to study outside and stay away from my computer. I did some Economics work at Payah Lebah with jx. Heard some lame jokes from him, should test all my classmates on Tuesday. We shared some songs we like also. Ha ha! HOKKIEN SONGS! Oh no. Went to Parkway Parade also, to the arcade. I'm so feel like been bullied when playing one game. He's pro man. Where strength counts, I'm sure at a disadvantage. He's so big in size. hahahahahaha! Expose him. Had fun playing 'the spot the difference' game also. The chocolate shortcake cookies from Mark & Spencer is damn nice. Don't know why? I got a little tired after a while. Did not talk much. Sorry sorry. hee hee. You won't mind right.

Haiz... It's National Day and I'm alone at home.

Self-Created Competition

I created this a month ago. I was thinking then that it will be fun to have my own small competition between different pre-u schools. So there it was, my creation.
It's very obvious who's the winner right. Ha ha! My friend is the first runner-up. Enjoy viewing.

A super nice outing, National Day, followed by a crazy experience

I was so happy that I can finally visit the new Marina Square yesterday. That was the first time I meet my friend. We went to many places and walked a lot. My legs were damn tiring. We went to Marina Square, Suntec City, Explanade, Millenia Walk, The Popular Bookstore at Bras Basah, Bugis Junction, then finally Raffles Shopping Centre. Oh, and not forgeting the convenient City Link which bring us to the different shopping centres around City Hall with a breeze. I had lots and lots of fun although we met for only the first time. Starting from the arcade action, where I can show off my skill in playing a game I'm expertised in. Ha ha ha! Food was nice throughout, with us intentionally luring each other to food places to make us spend and eat. I thought that we will stay shy and quiet most of the time, but it was the other way round. I know you will be reading this. So, let me tell you here that you really made a good day for me. Ha ha. Somehow, the outing helped me to put my mind away from irritating project work and the never ending school work. Thank you for spending time with me, even though you look busy. I think we can be good good friends right?
Aiyo! I sound so wierd. I made this little small thing looked grand. Ha ha! Anyway thanks, and hope we can meet up more often. Teach me tennis when you are free ok? Get your study right first. You can ask me to study actually lah, if you don't want to be alone, since my school is so near to Payah Lebah. You study, I do homework lor. Ok enough le. Jia you jx!

National Day performance was ok I think. I did not care much and time just passed like that. Before I realised, our item came to the end. Phew, been wanting to get it over and done with. I heard from other people that I did not sound like myself on stage. My voice became lower and softer. Oh! I think it alright actually. People will not know how I really sing usually.

I went for lunch with a group of student councillers including Tessa and Intan after the celebration, then to KTV with another group. We were all mad! Especially Lynn, Ren Feng and ME of course. We danced and jumped around the room like nobody's business. Soon, we saw eveyone standing up and showing their 'high' feeling, got influenced by the three of us. We sang loud, I shouted and screamed at times, We grooved with the music. Everything was wonderful, except for the stinky T-shirt I'm wearing. He he!

Holidays finally. A good time for me to rest and study at home. However, I still have the urge to go out and have fun. Maybe this weekend. Or maybe I shall just be a good student and meet jx to do work/study, if he wants.

Boredom led my classmate to hell

My classmates and I were practicing our National Day performance on Friday, and I got a little bored. So, I decided to take some nice pictures of myself. A while later, I realised that self-potriating could not satisfy my need anymore. Ha ha. There crossed Cresencia in my mind, my part-time photographer. She must have gone through hell taking just that few photoes of my weird poses. An example above, posing on teacher's desk in the classroom. Poor Cresencia. Everyone! Look at me! Whahahahahaha! *PUKE*

A Person For me To Share Double Decker

I was in the bus to Toh Tuck Campus yesterday, eating a big packet of Double Decker chicken cracker. The portion was too big for me. I had to force myself to finish it, and I was sitting alone there. How I wished some one could help me finish the snack. I'm very willing to share, but not to the unknown. You were the one who knocked my door, but when are you going to light my fire? We are like ?????? I don't know. I forced them all into my mouth. crcrckkkckrkckkkrkckckrk......................................
I finally finished the whole packet in the end...
In school now, going for Economics Quiz Meeting.
Busy, busy still slacking here.